Mom

You were never there for me you were always out you never listened to me when I wanted to talk to you why can't you love me why can't you be there for me when I needed something you were too busy you had no time for me I wanted to be treated differently not the same as my brothers why weren't you there when I was growing up you hate me why you never talk to me why you never come to my birthday parties because you hate me you lie to me about who my dad is why do you run from everything you never stay in one place why can't you just stay home and stop running dad doesn't understand why you run all I can say is why do you do this is it because of me you have your boyfriend push me down stairs guys come in and out of the house you promise me things and you break them you give me something and you take it back you're never there you never will be why mom why