Missing You

MISSING YOU I lay awake at night, Thinking about the day that you went home. Nothing seems to be right, I wish they had been some sign for me to have known. Dad I miss you so much, When I needed someone you were right there. I would love to feel your loving touch, The pain is more than I feel I can bear. I keep remembering you would want me to be strong, Lord knows you taught me that. It just seems to be such a mistake and all wrong, And how I miss our father/daughter chitchat. I promised you that mom would be taken care of, Even though I was treated different and always will be. I always tried to show both of you all my love, But sometimes mom couldn’t accept me for being me. Sometimes you seemed to understand, When mom and I wouldn’t see eye to eye. But mom always had the upper hand, And just to spend time with me you would work the day good-bye. You taught me so much throughout the years, Even being a girl I can do most things a guy can do. You always said the clouds would clear, And to your spouse always stay true. Now there is no way to figure this ordeal out, It’s already done and lasts forever. Except to keep following the same route, So that together we will be again, hell here on earth I will have to endeavor. I pray that your memories and God’s loving grace will give me the strength that I need.