Miracle

straight out the womb, i consumed, nothing but pain, cause inside the veins of my mother, i was smothered with rain- trapped inside these ghetto chains, will i grow up to see 22, cause my house hold is similar to a zoo, and my peers shedding tears,and knowing the end is near- all i hear is screams, and it seems im getting use to my bad dreams, shaking and sweating and ducking from peculiar things- that the average kid shouldnt ever have to see, well im finally 16 and im more flammable than a pool full of gasoline- drug dealing, money making and enemy killing, is all apart of my daily living- not to mislead but the truth is what i speak, cause in my life there is no way to eat if your heart is weak- it was do or die, bloodshed and mothers cry, bulletholes from drivebys, and it hurts when your homie dies- in and out of juvy and then straight to the pen, and my dad passed away while i was incarcerated with a soul full of sin- and now moms on the verge of losing her life to cirossis, and after all the **** ive done and seen, i finally realize theres a better way to succeed- its time to grow,and let my shine blow, away any and all the negative that still haunts my soul, and to me thats a miracle....