Mii Life.... Mii Feelings

mii feelings deal with life.. at its prime.. without strife. mii feelings includes hate... there's no starting over.. no empty slate. feelings of emotional distress flow in and out of mii body with love hate mii pulse rising at a furious rate... anger madness joy and sadness... i rise and i fall but yet.. im not through wit it all mii life is gone... i feel dead... like a crazy person... no brain in mii head alone and abandoned mii life has been shallow... im not a real person... im just a shadow.. all i wanted was to b loved.. and to b loved... by u. but our love wuz like a rollercoaster up and down calamity after calamity tears come to mii eyes!!! plz i wanna cry... but i cnt.. already cried about mii life. mixed emotions flamboyant but yet dull mii past has passed but mii future is blowing away i dnt wanna die but life's not treating me rite... how do i straighten life up without death comming? heart stop beating!!!!! i command u to. but there's so much joy in life. life............... death........... i choose... life....... love......... hate........ i choose..... niether. i came to this world alone and i can be in it alone. but doesnt everyone need company? every once in a while? mii feelings... mii life... all mixed up.