Melancholy Thoughts

Melancholy sense of depression lost within the silence waiting for a spark to happen to ignite yourself trying to just relax get the emotions to feel again Yet there is this restlessness deep inside rooted in the burdens in the stillness that is waiting for something to happen and occur that can’t be fully explained There is this monster that broke in shuffling through my memories and emotions through my sense of self and fears searching inside my house for a way to get to me to get everything to fall apart have who I am to crumble away to lose myself There are train tracks ahead of me from this dirt road leading me back to where I need to be where I want to be where I am me…