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The maze- Twisting turning, Just a phase, That's what they say. But I don't believe, Cause everything I say is dismissed, I can't help but wonder what would have happened, Had I not missed my chance. I lost it all, A blink of an eye, My world died, And now I cry. It faded and I fainted, Too much to bear, Loving you causes to much pain, Not enough gain. I laugh and I cry, But God it's no use. I loved and I lost, I missed you. I turn around, Profess my love, And at thirteen, I'm just in my teens. I know what you're thinking, I'll never be the girl, I don't want to be. I won't be. I'm tired of the fake debutaunts, Trying to be me. They can't be, They won't be. You can't live now, You know the secret to my denial. You know me inside and out. You have no plans. It's plain to see, What you plan to be, You don't want me, Never me. I hate you, Your blue eyes, Dirty blonde hair, Your almost six foot frame. Tiny, petite me, Four foot ten, A foot shorter than you, But so much bigger in another way. You can't spread the rumors anymore than you have, You can't stay in that secluded corner any longer, The hate burns inside while I lie asleep. I can't keep. You can't leave me this way, Not today. You can't leave dead this way, Not today. i'm not prefect but that doesn't mean anything anymore to me, I'll never be. You'll never be, We'll never be. She can't replace me, She can't replace me, She won't replace me, She won't replace me. You've taken her, Put her there, Made a sub for me, But she won't last long. Me and all my peeps can't take over in a week, But we will eventually. She shall leave now, I will lead the revolt. I will lead, I will tell, I will be me, I will survive. I miss everyone, Kody my best supporter And all of my friends, Buit God told me to leave. I must let you remember who I am, Words just keep flowing from my fingertips and they won't stop, This saga never ends, I'll remember the ember of life. I won't forget, I won't forget, I won't forget, I won't forget. You won't forget, You won't forget, You won't forget, You won't forget. Leave it to me, I'll make it be, Leave it to her, She'll never be. She won't listen, She keeps saying she does, But she don't, She knows it. Cause she won't be, She can't be, She'll never be, Me.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2006




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