Maybe

I'd hurt myself today to see if you still want me here I would choke out all the pain maybe I'll die bleeding here. My heart just seems to crawl on the floor right in front of you its like my soul is gone maybe I will disappear in front of you. Maybe I'll just push myself away from you I have no one to hold no one to pull me through dreaming of my sorrow closes me in two. My wall is to thick I can't see you maybe I'll just die here in front of you. Watch me sit here and cry its just to soon I'll just be here pushing myself away from you. Terri 9/21/2006