Loveless

I said some mean things in the past, I mad promises that weren’t meant to last, But I still remembered you, And I hope you remember me to. None of this was meant to happen, It was supposed to be forever, Now I’m stuck in the past, Wondering if it would have lasted. I hold still, Trying to remember the chill, That you gave me that night, Oh what a sight. Such a great man, I thought it was forever, But God decided to call, And that’s when my world started to fall. Everything I had hoped for, Shattered down around me, Now I’m left standing in a deep hole, Nothing surrounds this mourning soul. You left me in the world all alone, With no one I could call my own, I just want to sleep, But no sleep could be so deep. None of this was meant to happen, It was supposed to be forever, Now I’m stuck in the past, Wondering if it would have lasted. I’m a shattered broken soul, I don’t think anything’s left to hold onto, That’s why I’m wandering the world all alone, I’m always searching for something to sooth the pain. Why’d you have to go? Was life going to slow? But you left me all alone, I’m so alone. Why can’t you just hold me tight, Just one last time, Maybe a simple goodbye, Would changed time. Maybe I wouldn’t feel so alone, Maybe I could move on, But no such luck, I’m still searching for another love.