Love Cost

How in the world did love ever cost Money? Does the world not see that love is supposed to be a feeling? The answer is no. People used the word love to get what ever they want out of you. Then leave you wondering why in the hell do you let them just keep making with drawls from you like your an ATM machine. Is it fair that after you give them everything you have ? Their still not happy with you and you end up all alone with no love insight. Just wanting to find out what you did in this life or past life that you deserve to used or take their abuse. When all you ever did was give everything you had to make them happy. While you are alone and always feeling unloved by everyone. The only time you hear I love you from anyone is when you have money or do something they want. Like check emails, make copies of CD's . So where does love come in as a feeling? Maybe after having sex? does that count as saying I LOVE YOU as a real feeling from the heart Or is it just to keep you from walking away completely from all the users in life. You don't why you keep praying for GOD to give you away out because every-time you have a chance too. Your always too scared and worried about how the users in your life will survive without you. Knowing you'll never get out of being used.