Lost Without You

I don't know what to do with myself when your not around, I cant breath, cant think, nothing but hear my heart fall to the ground. I cant stop thinking about your smile and your light, I wanted to win you over, but it seems i have finely lost the fight. Losing you was like a stab to my heart, Like the devil him selves was throwing a dart. Last breaths that i took was only for you my dear, Loving you, i did it without any fear. Remembering our time together is a pain, Reminding myself not to give up on you was not a strain. Reminicing all i can do now that your gone, Remaining all the pain on my heart like a tone. I can't go on like this anymore, I need you in my life, I keep telling myself that one day this will go away in the name of Christ. I cannot wait until i callaps and never get back up, I am tired of being alone in this world that doesn't give a Fuk. When will i ever get what i want, we were supossed to be a team i thought. But i guess i am to much of a freak for you to be around, you think i am no good for you, and you don't want to hit the ground. But there are not one relationship without a fight, and no fight without a relationship in sight. No one ever gave me a chance so why should you, you might of thought, but you are still stuck with your stubernness that i couldn't even fought. Now that i am lost without you, i don't know what to do with myself, should i just sit and in a corner and bash my head against a shelf? I don't know what to feel anymore, its like i lost my soul or somthing, but hay, i am dying anyways, so why should i care for anything.