Lost In Me

my terrible thoughts have me split in two so alone and missing you all by myself, with nothing to say I'm needing you more each and every day How would things change if only you knew that my walls are up like fences and i cant get through i can't see, and i have nowhere to go I'm scared to death that my tears will begin to show i need you to come and knock it all down down but until then i'll sit and pray that i can find my way around