Lost and Found

Never would've thought in my younger years I would be here now with all these damn tears Tears that seem to continually fall like a hard rain Why does love cause anyone to be in such lonely pain In my childhood dreams I believed I'd find love with no strings and no games Thought someone would love me just the same I foreseen my life being pure bliss I never foreseen my life as this how was I to know in my past That up to now I would never find love to last Wanted to be a wife and mother and do my part Instead I find myself alone trying to make yet another new start Isn't funny how love can grab on to your soul Make you lose yourself and not quite have control Love can take hold of your heart And if you don't watch out sometimes it can tear you apart Not saying it happens every time or to everyone But sadly it really does happen to some Be careful remember lead with not your heart but your mind You life as you know it is not always so kind Don't keep turning a blind eye If he's leaving you all the time With nothing to do but have tears to cry Get to really know and understand him from the inside Telling him how I feel I have began I have a long way to go And more to say But for me words only come easy when writing them on this page I need to for surely tell him and would pay all it cost Because not telling him everything will continue to leave me feeling lost I keep right on hoping as I look around That one day soon I will be again found