Losing a High School Friend

I woke up and couldn't sleep because I have so much on my mind with a lot of things, waking up after midnight is hard because I have you on my mind, so now I feel like I've been betrayed because you dont understand me like I thought you would, it hurts to say good bye when I know you'll never understand the truth. So I've moved on with my life, and I try to stand tall, but I still fall, so for now I'm hanging my head cause I know that I'm right and what you think isn't true, I'm sitting here in my room awake just think that you'll never understand the truth, of what really happened and why I had to do what I had to, so I could keep my self safe. It's hard to hear you say, to me that you don't believe me, when I'm telling you the truth with all of my heart, so I'm trying to hold back tears so I don't cry and get all up set over this pain I'm feeling again, because I know what I say is true so you might see things through what is written in black in white but I know what I say is true, so believe what you want because I know the truth. Goodbye again so long for old time sake, i hope your happy and safe, I will pray for you and hope some day you'll understand, and believe me.