'lord Have Mercy'

I gave up partying to make life better Now it seems as though everyone sees me and goes Let's Get Her. I can't seem to get on my feet Forsomeone seems to come along and Knock me out of my seat. So many deaths it's hard to keep up with. So many losses do I really have to do this. Fourteen days away It'll be a year since my cousin went away to heaven to stay. Nine months ago from now God took my dad some reason,some how. My life has never been the same Although I am much more tame Lord have mercy give me a break and help me. For you can really see.