Long Distance

When day and night goes by, I wonder to myself Is there a moment in time in a day where I am important enough To make you pick up the phone with your hands Move your fingers and send “Hi baby, I miss you” When your lips move and a smile curls up your face Is there a moment in time where your mind is flashing my face Or is it something or someone that is more important than me Like friends, university, gym, even basketball Though we are 3954 miles apart, but my heart still beats 190 for you My mind still run through all the moments I had with you Picture perfect moments, where you heart beats next to mine I wonder if you ever think about it, or was the moments we had was just too heavy for your everyday life Baby, you don’t understand the pain I went through When you mouth the words “maybe I just love you as a friend” You don’t understand how much it kills me When you say “lets stop Skyping everyday” The words pierced into my body Cutting through my paper heart, while I find a way to breath again Tears ran down my face, while I find the right words to say. But whatever I say, the only thing you replied is “It for our own good” You’ve grown you said, but the only explanation that ran through my head Is that you’ve grown out of me. While i’m stuck here wondering all this, head spinning, tears rolling, You, 3954 miles away, smiling.