Life Without Life

If this is what life is. I careless if upon me death should come. Unimaginable,thou I imagine, The unyielding thoughts of parents. Miserable words proceed Out of mouths supposed to bless And unfathomable has my life become Tossing and turning like the wind Without direction. Love they say is the greatest Wherein can life be complete without it? Love?love! Never has life offered me one. And though i strive for a life I possess not,in time to come, Boundlessly will my joy be Only if tarry I should Then with my strength would i cross The seeming high bridge of life.