Letter To the King Part Two

I feel like the door is close. Lord what happen to the people I was close? I feel empty and time just froze. I wanna get falls creek high, can you give me a double doze? Could you give me a new life, heart,and brain? Yeah a couple of those. Because they know me really well, well my foes.. Can you fill my life's empty wholes? Every time I stare at the mirrors it shows. I swear I will fall in hell if the wind blows. I never been this low. Never been this cold. I'm kinda worried about who has my soul. I wonder if I could trade it for gold. Any buyers??? So my life can be sold-Mario Perez