Leaving

Day after day Thought after deed. It’s been so long that I’ve tried to please you, But now I’m leaving. Heartache and held in tears. Wanted laughter denied for years. For so long I’ve wanted to give you love, But now I’m leaving. Day after day Heartache and pain Much sought for laughter A smile on your face A hug A kiss A sincerely wished goodnight. Your yearning to see my bright blue green eyes… My mother, I’ve tried. Oh how I have tried. For so long I’ve worked to seem a hero in your eyes. But I’m not, and I won’t be because that’s not how you see me. There’s nothing I can do to change how you view me. My mother, I love you, but I can’t take this pain. I have to leave you now so that maybe one day You’ll knock on my door or call me at work. You’ll tell me you understand now what you need to about my hurt. I hope that day comes sooner than later, but it isn’t here yet and so I must wait. Mom, please remember that I really do love you. I’ll see you again, but for now, I am leaving.