Leave Me Alone

I just want to b left alone Please go away I'm not feeling myself Come back another day I have a cough my belly hurts My head is pounding too I think I have a fever Shouldn't get close to u Just need some time Today I think I'll rest It has nothing to do With the nothingness in my chest These tears running down my cheek Are because I don't fell well It has nothing to do With the things that I won't tell I just need to get back in bed Sleep is the only cure Because it shuts down everything I don't want to think anymore I can't get rid of this hurt That I feel inside my soul Pretty sure I'm broken And it goes way deeper than you know No one can fix me The Drs have all tried Take all these pills And in a few weeks youll be fine It never seems to work I'm always lost inside my head The feelings that I feel Are worse than being dead My heart feels like it's broken A million pieces can't be fixed I'm so sick of living With the happiness I miss I don't know how to change me To the person I once was I don't like to talk about it Because people tend to judge It's not my fault I swear I try But these emotions that I keep Shoved deep down inside Make me feel so weak How do I climb out of this hole That I've dug so deep There's not a ladder long enough And the sides they are so steep Every step I try to climb I fall further down Pretty soon my cries Will not have any sound I'll just curl up in a ball At the bottom of my hole And maybe someday I'll fix the pieces of my soul I've given up on my heart That cannot be fixed So until the day I die I'll live my life like this