Just Wondering

I wonder why you say things to me to break me in two you tell me not to cry about it but what am i suppose to do? why do you say you care about me when you only care about yourself? i wonder if the things i say really mean something to you, or am i just another one became your fool? i wonder if we are really friends or are you just making me believe? i wonder if we were actually meant to be when we were together did you really love me the way that i loved you? and when you said we would we would always be together i wonder if that is still true