I'Ve Always, But Now

I've always used my emotions, and never did I have time to think; Now that the time to think has come, my emotions helped me to sink. I've always been sad, and stupid, never had my chances of being smart; But now that I'm growing up, I'll transform my words into a work of art. I've always been a wreck, never had a chance to be stable; But now that I have you, I'll throw it all on the table. I've always wanted to be loved, never did I have the chance for that; But now that you love me, I can give it in return as a fact. I've always wanted you, never had a chance to tell you why; But now that I do, I'll never be ready to say goodbye. I've always been a screw up, never did I want you to let me go; Please just let us talk, and please don't tell me no. I've always screwed up with you, I believe we can make it through; Don't believe me? Try me, I can prove it to be true.