Its My Fault.

i know you thought i was going to end up being nothing. that i was going to drop out of school, probably get pregnant at 15. The typical story for the type of person i use to be. a crackhead. a waist of time. a i-dont-care-what-you-say type of person. But i didnt. i dont do drugs. i have a kid, but im 25, not 15. i do care. about many things. my family. my career. my present. my future. yes dad, i have a career. i didnt drop out of school. im sorry i left.but i had to. i know you didnt know what to do with me anymore, but thats why i left & i wish i could tell you that. but now its too late. i should have stayed. if it wasnt for me, you would still be alife right now. im sorry mom,dad. im sorry.