It Starts

It always starts off the same way. You pretend to be nice to me, That maybe some day we can see, eye to eye. Right now you can't let me see, The good in you. You seem like a book, That is very hard to read. It is very hard To ask myself… Should I stay or, Should I go now. I really do believe That deep down inside, You love me. Now and from now on, Please show it. Maybe, if you show it, Things will get better. It will get better for, Both of us. I need some love right now. I get it from the high school, and my class, Their staff, And now I need it for you. I am desperate, what did i do wrong? How can I fix it? Please answer me, And, Don't ignore me! I ask for forgiveness, From what I did wrong. Forgiveness, And Acceptance is key. Please help me! I am hurting inside because, I don't feel accepted by many, I don't feel they care. Please I am crying out! Accept me! Help make me happy. Help make me happy, and Put a smile on my face, Not just today, But everyday. Help me make my life better. Free me from everything, Everything I did bad. Make me a better person. Today, So that I know what good is, Help me know good from evil. I need some love, Love to help me grow, Grow in many different ways. Growing is what we need. We need to learn, Learn about ways, Ways to deal with each other. Learn about ways of copping. Not letting us both be irritable, Irritability is such a big thing in our lives. We need to reduce this, And Maybe our lives, Will get better. We need to work, Work on most things, When we work, We will need to do it together. Together we can, Can accomplish many things. We need to work as a team, Team work can get, Many things accomplished. Accomplishing these goals, Can take us many places, Were we can see many things, And, Together we can, Accomplish many goals. I will try to be hopeful, Hopeful we can do this. Together we can do anything, Anything the world has to offer us. We need to have a bond, A special place in my heart. I hope I can keep it open. Open for everyone, But, The hole you left, I don't know if it can be filled. That hole is slowly getting bigger, From all the things you said and did. I don't know if you meant to, To hurt me so bad, But you did. I need you to try, And, Make this better. We need to together, Repair this. The time has past, Lets try to forget. I don't think this relationship, Will work out. Because the hole you created, Just keeps growing. Getting bigger and bigger. Let's work together, And, Fix this. This can not be avoided. This might never, Never be able to be repaired. Let's do this, And, Get help. Together hopefully, It will all work out. You make me furious, Like a bubble, Getting blown toword the needle. About to make me burst. Burst into so many pieces. We need to go together, And work this out, For the sake of both of us. You me, and anyone else. And then maybe we can, Together help someone else. Help them to fix their problems. And Start a chain reaction.