Inspiration Kanye West Love Locked Down

I'm not loving u The way I wanted Hugges and kissed boo Staying true to you Not going astray Heart or brain Not telling " I love you" to others Not at all Just my kids uff they motha I'm in love with you Time will prove Ain't no secret rendezvous Hidden from you Let alone having past tense be the excuse To fuel Any others insecurites in you I'm nor loving you The way I wanted to Not spreading champagne Not glorifying our campaign Not everyday wearing and cleaning my ring not saying the bs that comes our way Not out here walking the streets everyday til you sneak me in after the scene being ok I'm not loving you The way I wanted to Not waiting for hours at a WiFi spot just to read "te querro too papi" Not eye humping Seabiscuit running Thru rain Snow And the blues Just to get to you I'm not loving you The way I wanted to Not with a girlfriend and still trying to pick up you No I'm Not I'm just confused .........Peace