Infelicity

I should go I’ll go If I knew what was right I should just go I’d go If I could do that too Just write a letter And go If I could sacrifice my heart Say goodbye Then go If I could see the outcome See you later Just go If I was strong enough Tell you I love you Right now go If I was brave enough Scream out my misery I could go If I was wise enough Cry out my broken heart I will go If I wasn’t afraid Wail across the sky my love I want to go If I wasn’t in love I should just go right now I won’t go If I wasn’t haunted I should go before its too late I can’t go If I wasn’t already lost I should go before I cannot I need to go If I wouldn’t fade away I should tell you nothing I have to go If I wouldn’t fall apart I should whisper nothing of this I must go If I wouldn’t hurt you too Bite my tongue I should go If I wouldn’t scream forever Forget my dreams I’d go If I could escape in sleep Smile and laugh my lie I’ll go If I could hide in dream Joke with you for a smile I’ll just go If I could sing again later I should go before I see you again I go If I could love again later I should just go Go If I could remember how Because I cannot bear it Go If I was better than I am The knowledge of another inside you GO!! If I was anything at all I should go I’ll go away If I was a kinder man Before I really die I’ll go and fall If I was a promise I should go I’ll go today! If I were someone alone I should I’ll go Tonight!! If I were someone whole Shouldn’t I go I’ll go right now!!! If I were a warrior I will leave you now And linger no more on the fringes of your life If I am anything at all like you believe me to be I will call you and wish you well, Wish you all the happiness I want for you If I am a shadow of the song you see me as I will just run silent And let you go like fate meant for us to be Before you really knew me too If I am a warrior, if I am, if I were . . . I would lay down my soul and walk away But, I am not a warrior How can I be . . ?