In the Mirror

Hi there, Do you remember me? I'm still the same, My body, Is hated by The only one who should Love what they have All I see when I look At my face Are scars that will not Wash away I see a person who does Not deserve to be a part of me Tired eyes from troubled tears Blackness that covers What isn't me A body so big It strives attention When all i want to do Is hide away Fade into the atmosphere Your everything I hate in life Everything I despise I see in myself One day I want to see myself And not be abhorred By the illusion I see In my distorted world By the ugliness that sickens me By you Meaning me