I'M Sorry

I’m Sorry I’m sorry for the life you have had to live just to love me, I’m sorry for the unbroken promises “It will be better you will see” Sorry for the sorrow I have caused you to feel day and day. Sorry for the stress I bring to your world by not doing what I say. You have been my best friend, my love, my soul mate, I knew this from the moment I saw you on our first date. I can’t predict the future, nor can I change the past, What I can do is try to be the better person that you see my shadow cast. Sorry I can’t give you the life you deserve and need, I have messed up so, in your garden of life I am the weed. You pull at it and the harder you try the weaker you get, You have the choice to let it grow, or to let it die and forget. I want to be the weed that turns into a flower that you love, I am making you one more promise and I swear upon the heavens above. I will make the changes you want for us to grow, Into a beautiful garden, of this to you I will show. You are my life, my reason for wanting to strive, To be a better person inside and out I will dive. Deep within my soul, to pluck my own bad weeds that kill the flower, With you in my life I know I will have the strength and power.