I'M So Confused

I’m so confused I don’t know what to do Why am I feeling this way? Everything’s okay but I have thoughts in my head I feel like I need to leave her behind to end it all soon What’s wrong with my mind? When she’s near they all disappear but when we’re apart there’s unrest in me I feel constrained What’s wrong with my brain? She’s done me no harm but right now she’s lost all her charm These feelings have hit me before and went away with some sleep but what if they stay? What if they won’t go away? What do I do? I’m so confused I don’t want to make a mistake and lose something good but I don’t want to stay if these feelings don’t go away