I'M Free

I'm so lost, so confused It's seems my life is over without you but i know that's not true it's hard to move, hard to breathe i don't know what to do i should hate you but i don't you tore my world apart you made me someone i didnt want to be and all i hear you say is your nothing without me i dont know who i am anymore ima scared little girl again walking on eggshells everytime your near wondering when it will happen again wondering how i can make it stop next time but your too strong im a scared little girl again crying in the corner feeling more alone than i have ever felt i have never felt so low in my life or so scared my heart is breaking it hurts to move it hurts to breathe everyday that goes by i cry and cry and cry i dont know what i did so wrong to deserve this i change into who you wanted me to be i changed for you not me and still i was never good enough will i ever be my world fell apart and you didnt care you werent there well now im not walking on eggshells anymore and i am happier than i was before im not a scared little girl anymore im not waitng for the next time im getting on my feet im finding out who i am and realizing i can live without you it still hurts sometimes and my heart breaks and i cry and cry and cry you made me someone i didnt want to be but guess what now im free