I'M Fine

JUST ONE MORE cut i'll be "fine" If I cut deep enough i'll loose my "LIFE"... Wishful thinking.... I don't want to cry tonight....On the outsde I seem "HAPPY" But you know better than that so just say .... Goodbye....Don't let them in ... They..They might think you're "OKAY"Lie and lie again ... you might make a friend. "I'M FINE , I'M OKAY " I won't make it through today.... Crash down on my knees break down and cry .. just sit their and stare and wonder why "I'M FINE " "ONE LAST CUT ILL MAKE IT MY LAST ,I'M FINE " thell never ask maybe if i cut a vain ill die insane "hope.." full and thinking i cry at night because im sad... not because the face you see if truely a painting that the inside brush draws to "HIDE" i know better than to think they care but dont say goodbye not yet if you never read your story theyll never know it was their they will leave thinking your "FINE: covering a lie with a lie with a lie to make a friend who can see through each lie " I'M FINE I'LL BE OKAY " , but really will i make it through today fall down to the floor breack down and cry wile people just sit and stare and wonder why "I'LL NEVER TRUELY BE FINE "