I'M Feeling It: the Uncanny Motivation

The tingles of sudden sensation Brings me to this uncanny motivation I’m so uncertain… I’m a white curtain, Stained with murky mistakes… Mistakes I’ve made in the past… It shakes me up to say this… Not all memories last…alas, I’ve ran too fast… But, I can’t run away from the Lord… I hoarded this pain of insanity for many years Some of the trials I just can’t afford But, give me a few more tries…I promise I won’t reduce You to tears I’m like David in the bible Who committed adultery so easily… I’m a horrid, insignificant label In this shocking society, a so-called vitality… What is love when I see hate? Love is from God, not Satan…oh wait, wisdom isn’t too late To be earned… As long as the wise don’t be burned In the foolish flames of who-knows-what… My eyes grow weary, but they aren’t shut… Just…shut…it… I see visions That aren’t at all legit Unaccomplished…missions… Sucks to be me right now, huh? But. I’m feeling it, bruh… I feel it… Bit by bit… I feel God intervening in me I feel God’s hands touch my own I feel His branches sink into my roots I feel His waves of motions I feel His spirit mellow my emotions I need no medication to feel good I need meditation and nature and His good food I don’t need manmade delight When…God intended me to have His light Shining within me with all its bright might I’m the 7th child of the Breidenthal family… And I’m a DWB – Initials that represent my name truly, honestly… I’ll be who I want to be Maybe A bee, Buzzing in the tree Or… A may bug Under the rusty rug Whatever I may be, I’ll be in God’s care But, one more thing – I’m mortal, not immortal… I’m human, a young man… I feel small when I should be tall… I’m nothing and you’re my everything I’m a Gem to God’s eye Eye love U… Eyes love U… I see you, I like you I unsee you… I love you… Can’t stop till I drop… On the floor of my one dear crop The crop I call My Shell Shop A shop I hoard with hope Hope that’s found in the mind That many hasn’t found Even though they have roamed on this Earth… They may never know God the way I do… Or so I think… I think I’m in the brink of realization… I begin to sink… Recognizing mistakes isn’t bad – it’s how you see them in the long run…so tame the fires of frustration Be calm and meek… Put balm of bliss on your hands Seek first The White Throne of be-strong-not-weak We are not two lands, but one land… Understand we are not two, But made to be one body as a whole When you are feeling blue, Always know that I’ll cool down the coal… That’s been scorching up in your soul… Of your everything that rings a bell A bell that is decorated oh so beautiful I am a heaven and you are a hell I can’t be with you, oh well… But, you brought me out of my shell Out of my comfort zone of alone All along, I wasn’t on my own But, with God near my side as well Hell, wasn’t I under the spell Of Satan for so long…? I was, rather, in the wrong… But…I learned to Forgive and let live True that…it’s kinda true… Believe, don’t get, give.