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If You Leave I Will Die

If you leave I will Die These words spoken, nay more a yell has put my heart deeper into hell. Astonished indeed the grip held tight from grandmas weakness came mighty might. Her pleading eyes forever will haunt until the grim reaper to me will taunt. Across the states in airplane I flew when call of grandmas dying became my news. To sister and father these words she spoke when Catherine arrives, tomorrow my last awoke. With her visit she declare “I shall die willing and ready, all peace have made I”. Yet simpleton girl, granddaughter did make “No death to you, a healing you shall take”. Each day grandma’s strength vigor and glow “Run away death, this passing I shall slow”. So strolls in the park under brightly lit sun granddaughter believes this battle is won Such dependence a quick arrive now that grandmas been ordered …survive! Seems her life saved now owe I do grandma demands, switch of the shoe. Walk in my stead weary she say Bored beyond, each passing long day. Her bidding I cry “What to do ?” “Walk, chocolate? Fix my air tube too” ! Said not in grace nor thankful choir not kind to you, or nurse for hire. The walls came in on me at last must break free, these walls to blast. An avalanche of tears came down now grandma left with a terrible frown. “You break my heart ,you must not leave”. And I to her, “I must you see”. “But if you leave I know I die”. These words to me, did make me cry. Yet out the door, I did make pass Knowing soon come, my grandmas mass.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2009




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Date: 3/4/2009 8:09:00 AM
I like this very much good job. :)
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Date: 2/25/2009 12:21:00 PM
strong words stirred just right..
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Date: 2/25/2009 12:09:00 PM
Catherine - You know after i watched my mom drown at the age of 4 my Grandmother raised me - I was the light of her dear life but I stayed so high that - You know I hold such shame in guilt inside over things i have done - She spent the last years of her life just waiting for me to come visit her - I can't finish this comment, i apologize, MJ
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