I Wish
I wish I could go back,
Back to the days when I was well.
Those days when I could run,
Climb a wall or drive a car.
I long for the days when I could walk alone,
With no need of a stick or mobility aid.
I wish I could make you see,
The constant ache in my body.
The sharp stabbing aches,
Or the dull throbbing.
I ache for the days when I didn't need pills,
Pills that keep me semi functional.
I aim for a time outside of myself,
Out of my head and into life.
To laugh and with joy,
Play with my children and husband.
I always feel broken inside,
Pushing through to always aim to be more.
More than I was,
More than I am now.
Suffering in a body that looks healthy,
Yet inside is riddled with illness.
I scream inside 'I AM HERE',
Yet too drained to say it out loud.
Copyright © Kayleigh Carey | Year Posted 2016
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