I Shudder

I am not what I used to be. Becaise you changed something. Something that makes me a different person. Today. Last night,I saw you again sitting on a tree. Your eyes filled with fear and sadness. Sadness that made me emphatic again. You held my hand as those cold fingers lingered around my waist. I shudder.. I asked what are you doing here. But you didn't say a word. You keep on looking at the shining moon glistening above us. As tears started running down your cheeks. I didn't expect that you would react like this. Because these past nights,your heart is like a stone.. Too hard to break. But now,I could hear the sniffs coming from your nose. I don't wanna see you like this. But I can't help to get closer every time I am with you. I felt the warmth as your arms embrace mine. You cupped my cheeks as I watch your eyes with pain. "I'm scared" You whispered into my ears. "From?" I asked as I stroked your hair. "Losing you." After that,I felt the sweet taste coating all over her mouth coming from your lips. I feel safe.. I feel blessed.. I feel loved..