I Never Knew

I never Knew: How much I would miss my old life What it was to be so tired To be so scared So confused, worried Aggravated, mad, concerened 2am, 4 am Doing 14 things at once Being very familiar with crazy The feeling of a constant roller coaster of emotion Bottles,slobber,objects in your mouth Gas, constipation,sitters,doctors,needles,crying Binkes,car seats,rocking,throw up,diapers Formula,back akes,stretch marks,medications,baths Emergency rooms I never knew: A love like this before A heart, so full of her How every heart beat almost says gg gg gg gg The porpose of life itself Really understanding what is important Her She is She is me And I am her She is my life, my daughter Its so worth it Its so priceless Man, I just never knew A love like this