I Never Enrolled

“I NEVER ENROLLED” I'm inside the car. it's 6:45. just before 6 I heard the words: why do you do that? why do you lead them on? why is it fine you do it but not me? I don't want his stick. I stopped that possibility of sex because I chose to. saving his stick picture doesn't mean anything. I'm not gonna say anything. I'm just brushing it off. you can be with whoever you want. you can do whatever you want. you like that they like you. you tell me it's wrong to act when I get attention but it's fine for you? I don't need to send his wife the stick picture he sent me. keeping it doesn't mean anything. no, saving his stick picture doesn't mean I'm keeping the option open to have sex with him. go bump her then. I'm done trying to make you happy. bump my opinion. I don't care what you think anymore. I wore this bra for you. I lost his stick already. why can't you ever be fine with me? oh so you get the last laugh? I'm sure you'll jack off tonight. oh yeah, but not Tatiana right? go back to her then. I'm a whore; it's burned into my brain. you hate me. I know. trust me. bump love, bump me, bump everything. do what you want Eddie, you're better off without me. the door slams and I hear footsteps fade. she's off to school. By: Chicano Eddie 10-14-2016