I Love Him.

please. i have to go tonight. tonight could be MY night. this could the first new real move. it was soo close. but of course. it got ruined once again. i need this to happen. i want it SO bad. i cant even explain it. its like burning my heart. and its turning black and curling. and im watching it burn, and suddenley its turned to ashes. it hurts so bad. i love him so much. i just wish somebody understood. that his kisses were different. that the way he smiled was different. that everything we ever did was different. but now its all the same.