I Have a Reason

I have a reason, And I will tell you once I think of it There's a purpose, And I'll tell you once I dream of it, But I am warning you right now- Once the answers reach your eager ears, I'm afraid, like a dream, There will be gaps and blurs I was abducted, That much I know I was handled, violated, But not in the way you're probably thinking... Because I was smiling, And I was so thirsty for more It was like an uncomfortable inner tickle, Followed by a nasty, unsettling warmth, Then an excruciating burn And then...nothing Just nothing I woke up in my bed, Felt sore, and drained, My thoughts echoing in my brain- Am I really here? Do I exist? And why? I will tell you why, The moment I have the answer. The moment they tell me why I wake up every single night at 2am, Wondering if they'll take me again Who, you ask? But, who are we? Surely they exist Because of you and me I have a reason, I swear I will tell you, But once the answer reaches your ears, It will be too late Just wait and see I have a reason, And the reason is, You and me