I Hate That I Miss You

I hate that I miss you, Letting you go is not easy, Even though you're nowhere around, Makes me miss you more deeply. I tried my hardest to make you happy, But you still got up to leave me, I guess when you said I love you, I said I love you to, but you didn't believe me, I let my daughter come around you, Luckily she didn't get attach, Would of hurt me more, To tell her we didn't match, You even lied about being pregnant, Just to keep me in your trap, You cooked me your own recipe, A plate of bull crap, Fed it to me as I thought it was tasteful, Added your own spices and seasonings, Just absolutely hateful, How could you do such a thing?, You could of left me starving, I can't believe I said those words, Had me thinking you was sweet and charming, I can't sleep because of you, Eyes full of tears showering on my shirt, You took my heart and ripped it, Buried it deeply in the dirt, I've been digging for years, Hoping I can find it, But no luck in my position, Just makes me want to quit, I hope you are happy on what you've done, Since you decided to get up and move, I hate myself for the fact that, I hate that I miss you,