I Hate...

The collision of my feelings, And the confrontation of words, The lies, All the lies… Hatred, hate, all the hate, I hate… Drown in my pain, Until you suffocate, And free yourself from me, To free me, I hate… A million words burn in me, A thousand screams call for freedom, For salvation, But my soul is abandoned In the void, I hate… Let me fade away, Let me turn into black, Let me dissolve into nothing, To free me from myself, I hate… Fear, Free my fearful heart, And take me away, Anyone… Let these words stop: “I hate.” Break the chain of eternity, Kill the immortality of my torment, Let my blood flow in my veins, And let the air circulate In and out of my body, I hate… I hate… You…and you, I hate life, I hate me, I hate… Everything, Hate, hate, hate, “Hate , hate , hate” I woke up saying, With the letters, “H” “A” “T” “E” Sliding between my lips, I cried loudly, For I felt it, I felt the hate, Conceal all my feelings; I felt it make me grab a knife… I stabbed myself! I stabbed my heart…it made me stab myself… Just to free itself from me, And to free me, Forever…