I Had No Right

I had no idea what this really meant I really regret the messages I sent His heart dropped, so far to the ground To hear me crying and not make a sound The everlasting fear, encountered in his voice As he wondered what had happened, not knowing it's a hoist Playing a little joke, telling tons of lies Thinking it was funny for him, not to figure out my disguise Saying things, I wish I hadn't Wishing I could take it back Just wanted to see, If I were truly in trouble Exactly how he would react Childish games, I often played I'd listen to his voice, and hang up in his face Some days I feel as if I cannot face him For he has done me wrong Other times I've had to chase him When I was not so strong To tell him I love him, and curse him out later And hold him responsible for past betrayers To kiss him once again tonight, to make him think there is a might To his advance, I start a fight The simple fact, I had no right.