Submit Your Poems
Get Your Premium Membership

I felt it coming before it arrived

Joseph Ben Mayor Avatar  Send Soup Mail  Block poet from commenting on your poetry

Below is the poem entitled I felt it coming before it arrived which was written by poet Joseph Ben Mayor. Please feel free to comment on this poem. However, please remember, PoetrySoup is a place of encouragement and growth.

Read Poems by Joseph Ben Mayor

Best Joseph Ben Mayor Poems

+ Fav Poet

I felt it coming before it arrived

Two and half years ago my friend was diagnosed with lung cancer.
He was at stage 4; the prognosis was not for a long sickness.
We surrendered ourselves to this final ending.
Days became months and months turned into years 
We thought he was going to beat this evil.
He accepted chemotherapy with such determination and patience
But his resolve went on unhindered.
He submitted himself to radiotherapy with humour as they had
Tattooed his chest with markers, and to him it was funny.
For thirty months we felt the end coming, 
His breathing became obviously painful
He couldn’t swallow and probably suffered panic attacks when his
Throat closed and his food came back to haunt him.
I started feeling his end coming before it arrived.
I prayed that it would be peaceful and painless
And I held my breath when it looked imminent.
I tried to prepare myself
Through tears and sorrow 
I watched his shallow breathing with terror
And when the end came I was not ready.
Nothing in this world nor in my mind could have prepared me 
For the moment when I had to say
Goodbye to my brother, my mate, my best friend.

Post Comments

Please Login to post a comment
  1. Date: 12/2/2012 7:42:00 PM
    Joseph ,,, congratulations with your poem featured on the soup home page... love it~ LINDA