I Dont Understand Why

Why do I upset you so Why are you always mad at me I don't know do I disappoint you and make you angry in different ways Why cant I be like your other kids and just take your breathe away You let people whisper in your ear tell you this and that about your kid But yet you believe them and you don't give a damn about my tears You tell me you love me because im your daughter and your child but would you feel the same way if I acted like a devil child You ridicule and laugh You make me sad and don't care You scold me for telling you how I feel You get mad and upset when i speak my mind but turn around and say you don't care Im telling you if you weren't my mom I wold probably pull out your hair You don't care about me but act nice in front of my friends You say that you don't want me but turn around and buy me new pair of pants You told me I was a mistake and that im not worth your time but the last that we talked you told to me to cross that special line So this is what I tell you mother dearest that friends think is so sweet if you love me and think im special then explain to me what you mean because if this what your love is like then I don't want it no more so if this is the last straw and since I have reached my peek rim wanna walk out of that front door and trust I want come back to your house no more