I Didnt Plan This

i never planned to do this never planned to hurt you this way the only thing i wanted... was to be with you and be happy i told you how i felt told you that there was someone else i told you i wouldnt cheat and to this day i know i wont you understand now that i dont LOVE him the way i love you he was always there always in my life always my best friend feelings like that dont just change they just...fade slightly never really leaving but even though its not fair even though its wrong you still understand i dont get it probably never will i may have feelings for him