I Despite Being the Lonely Guy

Whatever the untold reason, I despite being the lonely guy; unspoken dreams laid in that solitary world so dark, but they wouldn't easily die to bring me the hardest heartbreak as I was hiding among the ruins of dead memories: like pearls laying on the depts of the ocean! Bitter are the empty words that come out of a heart as sad as mine... not realizing the tremendous loss and the desire to get it back! Longer and endless will seem this night when my hand reaches for yours... Whatever the untold reason, I despite being the lonely guy; jealous guys end up with empty hands and arms... trying the figure out how much cheating went on; instead of loving that pretty lady... to stop living that lie! I seemed to have lived a worthless life, knowing exactly when I'd lose belief; in the mist of mixed-up emotions, doubts will play the wrong part, and make you fall apart!