I Am So Tired

I am tired of counting the red dwarf stars in the Milky Way. I am tired of counting the 7 years of grain in Pharaoh's silos. I am tired of counting the steps to the sacrificial altar of the Chichén Itzá pyramid. I am tired of counting the people swallowed by the Antioch earthquakes of 115 & 526. I am tired of counting the victims of the 1737 & 1839 India cyclones. I am tired of counting the departed from the Influenza Epidemic of 1918. I am tired of counting the death toll of the 1931 China floods. I am tired of counting the total military and civilian casualties of WWI and WWII. I am tired of counting the number of Jews killed at Auschwitz, Belzec and Majdanek. I am tired of counting the drowned in the 2004 Indian Ocean Tsunami. I am tired of counting the biomass of plankton in the Great Pacific Garbage Patch. I am tired of counting the needles on the Christmas tree at Rockefeller Center I am tired of counting the cracked and dirty windows at Riker's Island prison. I am tired of counting down the clock until the our Sun becomes a red giant and dies. God help me! I can't sleep. I can't sleep. I can't sleep... I'm immortal. I have OCD. I'm so tired of counting sheep.