How I Wish

How I wish, My life is perfect, I have no troubles to worries, And no misery feelings. How I wish, The sky is blue all the time, Even it is rain, there will be no storm at all, It will be just sweet, loving rain ever. How I wish, My memories are all just sweet memories, No bad memories, no bad feelings, Will be remembered. How I wish, I can be perfect, because everyone keep on judging me, I am flawed, for sure, I am just a normal human being,right? How I wish, I am clever, So that my parents, my family, Stop judging and comparing myself, With my perfect and genius sisters. How I wish, Life will not be this tough, Because I just cannot go through this anymore, I do not want to be this lifeless anymore. How I wish, I am me, I am not anyone else, I am not fake, Not be others, jusg want to make them happier. How I wish, Oh! How I wish, My life, my soul, myself, my spirit, Is free and happy.