How I Feel

LORD I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS SPINNING OFF OF CALVARY'S REEL I KNOW YOU ARE AT THE CENTER BUT I DIDN'T THINK THIS HOW MY LIFE WOULD BE I FEEL LIKE NOBODY ELSE IS SEEING THE DEEPER GODLY CRYING SIDE OF ME I KNOW YOU HEAL,BIT I'M NOT FEELING TO HEALTHY I GOT TO BANK ACCOUNTS THAT HAVE OVER DRAFTED COMPLETELY EMPTY STAYING A SHELTER BECAUSE I WAS THROWN AWAY ONCE AGAIN TUGH LIKE THAT HASN'T HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE I SEE YOU BRINGING ME OUT OF THIS SHELTER LIKE YOU DID PLENTY TIMES BEFORE RIGHT NOW IT HURTS LETTING THE THE NAMES OF PEOPLE I'VE CALLED ON TOO MANY TIMES BEFORE EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE THE STRONGEST NAME AND YOUR ALL THAT MORE SATAN STILL TRYING TO CATCH MY EARS LORF,I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL I KNOW YOUR LOVE FOR ME HAS BEEN REAL LORD,DON'T FAIL ME NOW INSPITE OF THE CONFUSION I FEEL ONLY TO YOU MY KNEES STILL BOW