Heartbroken

The girl sat up at night a mountain of tissues by her side trying to wipe away the memory of him All the happy memories going through her head "What did i do wrong?" She yelled A mixture of anger and sadness came together "I will never love again" She thought Something was building up inside of her The earthquake inside of her had split her heart in half She now understood the true meaning of heartbreak She thought, as the clear capsules holding all of her emotion dropped from her eyes She remembered what he last said to her "It is better to have loved and lost than never have loved at all -Alfred Lord Tennyson" She wiped away her tears as she said "Tennyson was an idiot" The girl's heart was shattered into countless pieces After all she had been through she couldn't help but think about what might have been It was then she realized She still loved him She stared blankly at the wall able to feel nothing... Numb The memories went through her head replaying over and over again Like a song eternally on repeat Suddenly anger nothing but anger ran through her She grabbed at what ever was close and threw it at the wall She picked up what she had thrown It was a picture of the boy She sunk to her knees and cried The night was a lonely time No one was there to comfort her as she cried softly into the pillow Darkness filled the room and her heart The doors of her heart had now been locked and chained With the key thrown away And the candles of light blown out So nobody could find a way She sang herself a lullaby to go to sleep A slow,sweet song to numb the pain and the feeling of loneliness She twisted and turned For the pain was too great in her heart She ran the happy memories through her mind once more "How will I live?" "How will I survive?" She said As she drifted to sleep