Haunt Me No More

Verse 4: Another day of fighting back tears of fears Lingering around a chastening situation that appears You can't just leave me with this junk of a job I sit down on the couch of my corruption...having the urge to sob My OCD's and conditions screwed me over like arguments with my brother I keep telling you over and over again that it's not over... Living with this hopeless state, sensitive to others' judgements What is my ultimate fate? To end up with these unsolvable sentiments? My mind goes in many directions, Scorching with broken-hearted infections... You threw away my affections...I received rejections Where did they go? Go?... Pre-chorus: Go do what your heart desires Forget about the haters and the liars You were lost in your burnt paradise Tears cloud your eyes, but you wear the mask of happy lies Chorus: Tear down the walls Sorry for missing your calls Go away from the dark Before it leaves another scar...that hideous mark What a shame that you're faith has faded away Go do your own thing and backstab me why don't you...left on the dirty ground Don't worry about me - soon, you'll pay the price in a most harmful way Go slap me in the face with your disgraceful mouth...what comes around comes back around Verse 5: I woke up at 11:35 AM I feel like a complete failure I woke up at a really bad time I feel like everything was a waste of time, like a distasteful rhyme But it was the Feast of Tabernacles that day I should've been more prepared...guilty and scared Worn out and unprepared But it's not like moving a million tables - not-so-difficult in a way I should've been more careful about the timing, but I needed the sleep, but no one seemed cared I forgot to give an offering one Holy Day I feel like my head's spinning nervously Ashamed...insecure... I forgot the schedule I had in mind - I should've wrote it down But, I still feel great...I need to get on the ball and start living God's truth Where has the time gone between us? Now, I learned to let go...go... Go... With a joyous heart of hope and happiness Pre-chorus: Go do what your heart desires Forget about the haters and the liars You were lost in your burnt paradise Tears cloud your eyes, but you wear the mask of happy lies Chorus: Tear down the walls Sorry for missing your calls Go away from the dark Before it leaves another scar...that hideous mark What a shame that you're faith has faded away Go do your own thing and backstab me why don't you...left on the dirty ground Don't worry about me - soon, you'll pay the price in a most harmful way Go slap me in the face with your disgraceful mouth...what comes around comes back around Verse 6: Go away from me, let me do my own thing You point fingers at me so easily, you were my everything Haunt me no more, past decisions that shattered my beloved hope Taunt me no more, voices of negativity that leave me to mope I will hold on to God's rope of hope and cope... With these emotions and commotions, so go, I don't need your help or your consideration Give me your healing potions and devotions, so give it up, I don't want your sympathy or your satisfaction Hand me a rose of your eloquent, articulate prose... I failed to meet your high standards I just didn't know better, this bitterness toward you grows I can't listen to your no-offense words (Spoken) I want you to know That I want you to go Though I've learned the hard way to do so You and I wander the world of woe